El blog de Robbie: Inner Sanctum

He encontrado esto en el foro, es del blog de Robbie, asi que como dicen en el blog,igual lo ha escrito él, o alguien de su dpt de RRPP o a saber..pero bueno..os lo dejo para que lo veais.

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"We've come so far and we've reached so high,

and we've looked each day and night in the eye.

Then I left and got a bit fat. 1995. The boys have got back together. The documentary has been shown. The tickets gone on sale, and the Greatest Hits album has done unbelievably well. It's a bit of a head fuck really... When I see them on telly/hear them on the radio... a huge part of me feels like I should be there with them... I want to join in the celebration, and that's what all this should be... a celebration... I know it's going to be a big money making exercise but, from my side at least... I'd do it for free if the timing was right. I'm sure the lads feel the same way. I enjoyed the documentary (very much) and if I hadn't had a room full of people I would have cried and not stopped for some time. You know? That proper out of breath sobbing that children do when they're tired. That would have been me. Normally I'm alright for a big sob up (or blarting as they call it in Stoke-on-Trent) I find it quite cathartic, but for some reason I didn't want my friends to see me cry. The end bit was really surreal (when they were all guessing whether I'd come or not). It really upset me to see them like that. Even I thought I might turn up. And I knew I wasn't there... Mad I know... I thought we were ALL doing messages to camera I didn't think for one second it was just me... It was one of the weirdest bits of telly I've ever seen. I've too many things to say to the lads, there's no way it should be filmed it just wouldn't ve right. What if Gary wanted to fight me? And worse, what if he wanted to fight me and he won? No one with an ounce of performance in their bones are totally themselves when a camera's on... It's just impossible, I'd much rather there be no over / under acting when and if we ever get together. And that bit right at the end with the 4 ads walking down the drive was all wrong... I should have been there. It's brought back a lot of memories and feelings that I thought I'd dealt with. I have to say that regarding the boys, 95% of what I'm feeling and thinking is very good. Nigel Martin-Smith however is a different story completely. I've writeen him a letter. He hasn't got back to me. Nigel, will you let me know that you got it please? Or I'll post it, in its entirely, on this website... cheers... He asked me in the documentary, 'What had he done wrong?' Well, I wrote a letter to explain, it took me forever to write it and it takes about 15 minutes to read. I'm sure that was a lovely surprise for him. As I say, seeing the voys all together makes me want to be there. It's like a European cup winning side getting back together to talk about their famous win but the left winger won't turn up. It feels and looks lob-sided. The winger did love the tem but he didn't enjoy playing for them that much. No one would pass him the ball. As for their tour, it's come a yeat too late for me. If I had been last year when I was doing nothing I would have found it very difficult to turn down. As it happens I've got my own world tour to think about. To be honest I'm crapping myself about that. I've never been on tour for longer that a month at a time. This tour is for five months, I'd be asking too much of myself to do both. I have to say though 'What kind of show are they going to do?' The boys are more than capable of getting a great show together... but how?... waht's it going to look like? Are they going to do the old routines? Will the chemistry still work? Why do people regar Babe as the worst TT song? Can Jason still do non-handed windmills? Has Howard still got a six pack? Will Ginger put the past behind her and make friends with scary? I've got Ruddy and Duke in my bedroom tonight... Duke keeps farting... My room stinks...... Ruddy's too hot, he might have to go down stairs."